When you told me you were leaving,
well I couldn't feel my mouth,
because all I'll ever be is someone else.
As I watched you walk away,
I felt something in me change.
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
(Chorus)
So I drove home,
at a hundred miles an hour,
just to see what it feels like to fly.
I crashed my car,
into someone else's backyard,
just to see what it feels like to die.
When you told me that you missed me,
well i couldn't close my eyes,
because I realized what it felt like to die.
'cause all you'll ever be
is a nightmare and a wet dream,
a reason to smile from six feet under ground.
(Chorus)
So bathe me in pale flesh,
promise that I'll never be good again.
I hope you miss me when I'm gone,
because I can't hold on for too long.
and I'm so scared of dying alone,
that I'll kill myself right here, right now.
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Perfectly encapsulates the teenage experience. Finding this album while still young and in high school was the best decision I've made in quite awhile. charlesjr
Their raw production elevates this Helsinki band's energetic style of emo, packed with math rock-inspired dynamics and charging melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 15, 2023